no, she can't put me down, and she shouldn't watch. just hearing about it will hurt, but it'll hurt less than in real-time.
[Surely whatever could be imagined would be less horrifying than what would actually transpire. Surely if Luci was there to reassure her that everything was fine, it would be better than holding her breath and hoping everything would be alright.]
Okay I know I'm the patron god of Living in the Moment but
she always used to say it was never going to be okay
and I believed that, because I'm the devil and slowly burning from the inside out thanks to something I never actually wanted
but
now
i want it to be okay and i want to know it will be
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Date: 2018-10-23 04:11 am (UTC)[Surely whatever could be imagined would be less horrifying than what would actually transpire. Surely if Luci was there to reassure her that everything was fine, it would be better than holding her breath and hoping everything would be alright.]
Okay I know I'm the patron god of Living in the Moment but
she always used to say it was never going to be okay
and I believed that, because I'm the devil and slowly burning from the inside out thanks to something I never actually wanted
but
now
i want it to be okay and i want to know it will be